I’ve spent so much of my life trying to figure out why things are the way they are and why people do the things they do. Now I’m leaning towards the school of thought whereby one just accepts that things are what they are.

I don’t wish to desert my desire to see change happen nor do I believe that change is impossible. It’s just that I can’t be fucked wasting my energy wishing and hoping on the “great” institutions of the world to do the right thing, and for people as a collective group to care.

Yes, I’ve become more jaded than ever. I was strangely more optimistic in the past.  Things were opened up for me but not in the way I hoped. Hope has been torn from my being and stomped on. Stomped, pissed and spat on, then set on fire. Set on fire and then filmed by some idiot who puts it on youtube and makes a meme from it. Bad isn’t it?