I have an obsession. It isn’t healthy but are they ever? I don’t know how to free myself from it.
When I am home by myself it is worse. I just go over and over it and there isn’t anything to distract me.
Sometimes, I think I’ve missed something. A way in, some piece of information to make me see clearly. The fact is that the truth rarely presents itself, you have to dig for it and you might not like what you find.
Knowledge isn’t free, there is a cost. Am I ready for that cost? No, most certainly not. Will that stop me digging? No and that’s because I have somebody to look after and that somebody is me.
